THIS IS wHERE IT BEgINs...or DOes IT?....

...IT IS THE ENDing...no, an ENDing of what ?...to what ?...."hitititti"....

..."roland barthes"....by "roland barthes"...".IT must ALL BE CONsidered as if spoken by a character in a novel...."...."dj rolla", "diana lee" not to confuse you with right wing christian american PROCTOLOGISTS who BELIEve AFFIRMative ACTion is incarceration...or GETting FATter... that is to SAY OBESE, TOASTing and EATing MARSHmallows IS HEALTHier than RUNning aROUND CRAZzzY ACTing like native american indians or as what they use to say injuns....

...POST modern blather BECKONSing, REMiniscing about beckettian thought THINKing ACTs of CREATION ....a pro(a-reg)gresive  genesis that ROCKed so god awful....phil collins ....THE HARE AND THE BLOOD CLOT....EXPRESSed simply in CONtradic(k)tory and hyp(e)oCRITICAL ACTions KIND of a monty python ABSUR(od)Dity....THE LIFE of "me "brian"who"?"kindKXactIOactieIthinkB be

...so...what DO we DO (k)NOW....we've got to take ACTion...STARTing from HERE NOW....writ(e)ing sssomeanynoeverythingness...about ccreat(e)ing ACTs of EXPRESSion....what was "i" SAYing ?...

..."i" DOn't want to THINK "i" THOUGHT...so ..."i"get drunk again and i've DOne that  NOW.... 

...NOW "i "am"i"AM"in"THE"SHOWer" ach(e)ing my THE BODY NAKED....THINKing again about writ(e)ing "THIS" BULLPIGSHIT(e)GARBAGE VOMIT and "WHY?" would"i"want" to...butt...for "YOU"my"audience"...which DOesn't even EXIST...no NOTE to...for mySELVES....and "YOU"BEcause"i"LOVE"LOVE"AND"YOU" ...which is to SAY "me"....

..."i"want to "FUCK"HEADs"in"THIS"IS"what"i"FANtasise"with"THIS"BULL"PIGSHIT(e)"GARBAGE"writ(e)ing"harry frankfurt"'s on "BULLSHIT(e)"...and MAKE"YOU"SICK"BEcause"YOU"MADE"ME"SICK"...

..."IS"THIS"what"YOU"d"...."YOU"would"CALL"REVENGE"...."i"THINK"of"RIPping OFF (f)ARTaud again, FUCK (jacques)derrida CUNT like a SEXXXxxxXXXxxxY BEAST"ben KINGsley".....no, no,no nonoNO, NO,NO NONONO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!...REPEATed BLEEDing, dyINg eXXXxxxXXXxxxpletions....IT's ALL about LOVE....reNnoXripripE)ARRY FRANKFURT"'S ONWHInote ASEACthe  i rIO sn....

...IT IS ALL about LOVE....

..."i"want"YOU"to"BE"nauseous"like "JEAn paul sartre's roquentin in "NAUSEA"...someeveryanynoone VERY SPECIAL GAVE  "me"THAT"GIFT"BOOK"once"....a LOVEr AND "I" LOVEd"her"and then she was "GOne"gone...back to CRANKy frankie ol' BLUE eyes"FUCK""new york"new york"IT"IS"up"to"YOU"POOR"FAMILIAL"FUCKers"...."WHY"me"?"..."WHY"US"u.s"?"WHY"not"them"?"DEAD"LIBERATEd"IRAQi"'s...and"WE"SANCTION"ed"IT"..."They DIDn't"..."lu.sUMEwhypyoDONCEb TO

..."THIS"IS"PARANOIA"..."FEAR"GREED"LOATH(e)ING,"NOTE"to "SELVES"IS"MANIA"SETting"in"?"...

..."i"want"YOU"to"not"(k)NOW"whether"YOU're"ARThur"or"mARTha"..."YOU"DOn't"even"kNOW"YOUr"own"name"CHILD"...

..."i"could"BE"ANYSOMEEVRYNOONE"USAma"bin LADEN"(with)"GARBAGE"PIGSHIT(e)"BULL"POST"modern"..."YOU"CAN"SMELL"IT"from"HERE"....."FEAR"..."SEE"IT";"WADE"in"IT"",FLOAT"in"IT";"SWIM"in"IT""DROWN"in"IT"....

..."i"could"BE"ANYNOSOMEEVERY"wHERE"on"THIS"FORSAKEn"PLANEt"...plaW"I"I"iladenchildrAR...

..."i"could"BE"of"anynosomeevery"nation","ETHNICity"SEXXXxxxXXXxxxual"PERSU-ASIAN-NATION"wHERE"i"could"BE"on"DEATH"ROW"WAITing"TO"BE"EXXXxxxXXXxxxECUTEd",or"KILL"ANYEVERYSOMENOONE"BEcause"like"a"POOR"FAMILIAL"FUCKening"United States of Amerika"SOLDier"they"are"FAKING"IT"and"they"DESERVE"IT"....

...."LET"'"u.S"ROLL"OUT"THE"BARRELL"!!!!!"...."THE"DATEs"THE"SPEECHes"THE"ACTions"THE"TECHNOlogy"THE"GUNs"THE"MISSiles"THE"AMMunitiOns"NOW"THAT's"PROGRESS"and"THE"JAM"'s"THAT"'S"ENTERTAINme((a)nt"IMBEDDED"REVOLT INg (R)-EVOLUTIONs..."LOVE"SOLUTIONS"not"SALUTE-(na)tions s"sonik yoofs""EVOL"IS"LOVE"backwards not" EVIL"IS"LIVE"backwards evol=Ulove EVIL=LIVE"..."i"JUST"want"YOU"to"kNOW"that"i"CARE"about"YOU"...AND "i"LOVE"LOVE"YOU"....

..."IS"THIS"WHY"they"HATE"U.S"..."WHOever"THEY"are"...."BEcause"they"kNOW"WE"ARE"MEANingLESS"..."and"i"would"like"to"BRING"IT"ON"back"to"an"(f)ART-ISt"andy W-ARse-HOLE"in"THE""IMMORTAL"WARDs"FORGIVE"me"i"MEAN"WORDS"of"a"CERTAIN""PRESENT"IDIOT"amerrycunt=cockheaded"PRESIDENT"HENRY"THE"FIFTH"and"shove"FACEs"in"IT"..."FUCKed"lou reed"'s"PRETEN(d)TIOUS"KUNTS"CANT"CUNTS"TWAT"John Cage"...."GOOD"DOC-U-me(a)nt-aries"GRIZZLY"GRIZZZzzzLE"OLD""EGOtest-ical"FOPS"and"DANDY"BOHEMIAN"BOURGEOIS"MILD"LOUISE"..."SCAREd eyes for THE LAST TIME u.nFORT-U-(in)NATELY MEN of god(s)....

...hmmmmmnnnnn...."i"am"i"AM"HUNG(e)RY"....for"BLOOD"VAMPI-EYRE"i"am"i"AM"WE" and"FLESH"and"BONES"CANibal"in"THE"NAME"of"THE"FATHER"FREUD"HE(a)RD"...."vincent gallo"in"TROUBLE EVERYnosomeanyDAY"...with "SEXXXxxxXXXxxxY"betty blue"...."WE"ALL"ARE"in"NIETZCHE"'sS"ETERN-ALly god's DEAD less reTURN of ALL THE NAMES in deleuze in guattarian HIS-STORY....HIS-STORYaOF THE"we{WITH"wVINCENTVINCENT GALLO"IN"trouble"INFOR"blood"E)a

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critics (of books or drama) often use two rather singular arguments. The first consists in suddenlty deciding that the true subject of criticism is ineffable, and criticism, as a consequence, unnecessary. The other, which also reappears periodically, consist in confessing that one is too stupid, too unenlightened to understand a book reputedly philsophical...one mimics silliness in order to make the public protest in one's favour, and thus carry it along advantageously from complicity in helplessness to complicity in intelligence...the reality behind this seasonally professed lack of culture is the old obscurantist myth according to which ideas are noxious if they are not controlled by "common sense" and "feeling"; Knowledge is Evil, they both grew on the same tree. Culture is allowed on condition that it periodically proclaims the vanity of its ends and the limits of its power... ideally, culture should be nothng but a sweet rhetorical effusion, an art of using words to bear witness to a transient moistening of the soul. Yet this old romantic couple, the heart and the head, has no reality except in an imagery of vaguely Gnostic origin, in these opiate-like philosophies which have always, in the end, constitued the mainstay of strong regimes, and which one gets rid of intellectuals by telling them to run along and get on with the emotions and the ineffable. In fact, any reservation about culture means a terrorist postion. To be a critic by profession and to proclaim that one understands nothing about existentialism or Marxism...is to elevate one's blindness or dumbness to a universal rule of perception, and to reject from the world Marxism and existentialism: "I don't understand, therefore you are idiots"

"dEAR"mr"BARThes"MAY"i"CALL"YOU""roland"?"..."i"DO"CONsider"my"sELVES"a"kritik"BUTT""PREFER"THE"TERM"(f)ARTist"...butt" CALL"call"me"whatever"ya"want"(HOPEfully"IT"FEELs"good")"..."THIS"IS"THE"BEAUTY"of" "a"VIRTU-ALly"REAL"demo(n)kratik" "cyberSPACE"CULTure"..."DOesn't"IT"FEEL"grEAT"to"respond"to"each"OTHER"?"..."ya"SEEm"FAR"INTELLECTuALLY"SUPERior"to"me"me"me"me"me"!"..."butt"i"am"i"AM"NOt" "MEANing","to"what"YOU"DESCRIBEd"in"THE" "TERMs"mimic STILLness".."although"i"DO"NOt" "NECESSARilY"object"-"IT"IS"great".."butt"YOU"would"expect"THAT"anysomenoeveryways"wouldn't"ya"?"..."i" WISH"wish"IT"TO"BE"Slapstick"comedy"..."QUESTtion"are"YOU"a"member"of"THE"public"PROTESTing"in"ONE's"FAVOUR"..."which"ONE""?";"has"HELPlessness"BEcome"intelligence"...""i"CARE"NOt"ONE"FUCKfuck"for"common"SENSE" ..."LOOK"wHERE"IT's"GOT"..."GETting" "usU.S"..."as"far"as"THIS"WRITing"THOUGHTs"of" "garbage"-"VERB-age"-pigSHITshit(e)pitBULLbull"TERRiOR"IS"CONcerned"..."i" "CARE"ONLY"for"FEELing(s)"IT"..."to"BE"VISCER-ALly"caught"in"sarkastik"ALLusions"to"BEING"FEELosophi(st)ikALLY"-"INTELLECTuall"accadacca-epidemica" "NOt"LITTERal" "nor"LITTE-Rate"..."as"for"obscuRANTist"MYTHs";"inQUERIES"are"WELCOMEed"with"an"enLIGHTenME(A)NT"of"THE"SPIRITuall"KIND"so"YES"THE" arseSOULhole...i do not give a flying fuck for "reFORMS"..the rest of you enlightened-logikal-rational-reasonable monkeys and either or baboons will take care of that to serve your own agendas needs with incarcerations, guantanomo bays, executions and sexxxXXXxxxXXXed up justified wars for saints augustine in order to liberate freedooms and not let anyone rock your boat(s)for (in)securities ...like a goya painting the sleep of reason produces monsters,eugenics,the holocaust...the heart and the head has a reality which usually belongs together except in organ donations or when blown apart by ways of reason in physics and matter in violence and war...and yes, yes,yes these are certainly (f)acts of terror...i am beyond reservations about a we

actually, this is just a direct excerpt from my book Mythologies, published 1957...see essay "Blind and Dumb Criticism"..."Steak and Chips" is another great essay....

..."DO"YOU"just"cut"and"paste"Y-OUr" comments"..."?"..."thank"YOU"again"but as"i"WAS"SAYing"THE"night"london" WAS ..."i"am"i"AM"BEyond"reservations" about"a"WE-STERN"CAPITAListic"CULTure"in" which"white"might"IS"right"wing" christian"neo-CONservatism" ...criticism" by"PROFESSion"IS"a"necessary"evil"like" death"..."("and"tERRROR"-"ISMS"?")"..."re"-"ALLY"?")"..."i" "YO"-"Understand"NOTHING"of"tH"-"IS","nEITHER" "YOU"you","me","THEm","us"U.S","("f")"art","CULTure"or"any "ism"..."ALL"i"kNOW"IS"what"i"like"..."and"that"includes"porn"("SECRETly"and"not"on"THE"interNET"BE"-"CAUSE"THE"DICKsNOT"gums"up"T"-"HE"KEY"-"BO(A)R(E)D"and"THE"OT"-"HERs"DOn't"appreciATE"that"in"IT-SELF","let"AL(L)ONE"THE"HUMi(E)LiATION"and"POTENTiALLY"deMEANing"NATURE" of"THE"m(T)EDIUM)and"YOUr"re":"aktion"," respons(ibl)e"or"COMMENTary"of"CRITICism"..."THIS"lang(a)u(a)ge"IS"inadEQUATE"..."for"me"and"so"IS"TH"-"IS"m(T)EDIUMedium"..."butt"i"can" "COMMUN(E)icate"with"YOU"(SE(E))"..."i"am"i"AM"a"wannaBE"(f)ART"T-ERRORist"..."cum"again" ..."tell"me"who"YOU"THINK"YOU"ARE"..."WE"elevate"deaf","d(n)umb"and"blind"to"a"uniVERSE-al"POSITion" of"what"IS"go(o)d"for"us"U.S".."like"monKEYS"SEEing",""HEARing","SPEAKing","DOing"of"NO evil"...the Averscusothfoculi